Ahh, How Great It Was
• 05/17/24 at 11:52PM •Reflections, in my mind,
of a time long ago,
when our love,
was the only show.
Reflections, in my mind,
of a time long ago,
when our love,
was the only show.
Feelings
You warm my life
with your infinite smile.
The sound of your voice
stirs me.
Melodious tones echo in my
head as you speak.
I am overcome by the
moment.
What happens next,
in this journey of life.
My emotions are mixed,
after losing my wife.
My questions are many,
the answers are few.
So once again my question,
is what do I do?
Get away from this dwelling,
where I've sheltered in place.
Go out to other venues,
where I may meet another face.
If you sit in your room,
and fail to mix,
your next journey,
could be the "Deep Six."
There were a few times,
in this short life of ours,
where we would find a connection,
with others, or kindred Souls.
Kindred Souls or Spirits exist,
but we, as humans, don't always
recognize it. You may meet someone,
for the first time and it seems like
you have known them forever.
They are like family. I have had those
feelings. I'm having them now.
No, I'm not talking about living at
another time. Just relating a feeling
of closeness to someone I don't know.
Unreasonable? I suppose but how do
you explain this automatic link of two
mortals? I can't and I won't dwell upon
it. I believe it's more important to
develop a stronger relationship.
Is it a Deep Love or is it the Kindred Spirit.
I believe it's both. What do you think?
I hear the noise,
of a beckoning Sea.
Sounds of Seagulls,
calling to me.
Would it be possible
to return to the sea,
bringing your voice
and sweet smile to me?
God, how I wish,
you were still here with me,
yet the truth be known,
that will never be.
So, I will remain,
where I must be,
thinking of you,
my sweet, memory.
Off to face my demons,
into the valley of darkness,
I'll take my first foray,
to spill my inner thoughts,
to find my emotional display.
Who knows what
messages, lay ahead.
I only know, I need it,
to clear this old head.
Nothing else to write,
nothing else to say,
except have a great morning
and a most welcoming day.
I found some peace,
for a moment,
after talking to thee,
saying a lament,
about needing sleep,
everywhere I went.
I'll try very hard,
to work with thee,
as I move forward,
into personal therapy.
When love comes to find you,
wherever you may be.
Would it be safe to say.
it won't recognize me.
When gone from a life,
which requires nothing new,
to an existence where,
I am always looking for you
Aging process,
youth to maturity.
What a process,
we traverse in Life.
One time, long ago,
when I was much younger,
I fell in love.
There was no euphoria,
no bells ringing
or any of the other,
literal takings,
but simply, a warm
feeling of trust and comfort.
Growing older, trust and
jealousy became mixed,
while comfort became
a habit, as
taking someone for granted.
This realization. was long
in coming, for I was blind
and unwilling to reason.
I have changed for the
better, now.
My love for another,
exactly like you,
is appealing to my mind,
but I know it won't do,
for there weren't any others,
of this I'm sure,
who will love me,
like you, a love so pure.
I want to run away,
to scurry and hide,
unless I can find another,
to be by my side.
Is that worrisome to me,
as I sit here and write,
or just a symptom of
my grief and respite?
When love whispered your name,
Twas early spring, many years ago.
I had been doing research,
on who I could possibly know.
And there you were,
stepping in to my life,
when we fell in love,
becoming man and wife.
Craziness lives,
in what I read,
as words I should know,
are stuck in my head.
Grieving's now easy,
what memories were,
I miss my love,
in this my silent lair.
Why do you do that,
I ask every day.
So many thoughts,
won't stay away.
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