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I am writing, for
all the tomorrows of yesterday,
and for the promises made,
of something which seems far away.

Alone in the darkness.
Alone in my room,
brings forth memories,
of impending doom.

Why must I worry,
when I have a concern?
When your Lifes memories,
you're determined to burn?

Burn them to ashes,
remember no more,
for nothing matters.
We're not keeping score.

There's a pain,
deep, in my chest.
I cannot sleep or,
get any rest.

A love for another,
deep within me,
I won't share, a name,
for all to see.

A one sided love,
you cannot pretend,
for it must be noted,
there's no happy end.

I see visions of loneliness,
when I'm sitting under the tree,
in this beautiful courtyard,
here for all of thee.

Why don't you use it?
It's almost free.
Included in your rent,
with flowers, beautiful to see.

When you hit,
the proverbial wall,
will you have learned something,
or will it be, nothing at all?

My beloved,
now in my past,
is having a
birthday, March 15th

I never thought,
I'd spend this time,
on her birthday,
after she's gone away.

I miss you my love,
after these many years.
No special dinner,
just a menu of tears.

I loved you more,
than I had a right to do.
Understandable to me,
for I still love you.

Happy heavenly birthday, Mrs. Fischer

You were my light,
You were my dream.
You were everything,
Happiness became our scene.

Memory loss,
quite possibly so,
knowing not where you're going,
How do you know?

My head was spinning,
in circles, I went.
I wasn't prepared,
had only a tent.

A tent, is good,
if you don't have a place,
or you want to avoid,
leaving a physical trace.

I'll work harder,
is what I said,
to get ahead in the World,
prior to being declared dead.

I didn't ask you to love me.
I never asked you to stay.
My inconsiderate attitude,
is driving you away.

No illusions of grandeur,
thinking I could be with you,
for it wouldn't be fair, anytime,
if you chose old vs. new.

I enjoyed being near you,
as you made me feel good,
but it was as one sided,
as I thought it would.

I ruined a relationship,
in a most selfish way,
while the person I loved,
has left, gone away.

A brightness,
A light,
An open door,
to a right,

to love once more.
Someone to love,
we'll be friends,
divined from above.

I have no interest,
at this moment in time,
to date her or stay with me,
in this life of mine.

Someone I can talk with,
someone who cares.
A lovely person,
who I'm now aware.

Does she love me,
that I don't know.
She does care for me,
so, I won't pursue or go.

If love develops,
it will be good for me
and hopefully provide a benefit,
to this person, she.

Half-truths, Half-lies,
Does not a whole make.
Telling the truth, all of the time,
is good for all our sake.

Latent dreams,
drifting past.
So many dreams,
will never last.

Dreams, stuck
in your head,
looking forward,
but dreams are dead.

When dreams,
shared by two,
now one is gone.
What must I do?