Withdrawal

I see myself,
wanting to return,
to the days when,
I was an introvert.

Have I been in this
life too many years?
Have I developed a feeling,
with innate fears?

Fear of not being loved,
by others, my friends.
Do I need to apologize
and make amends,

for being a person,
a personality facade.
Don't care to read about
that big fraud.