My Love For You

My love for you grows stronger,
Even with my sad lament.
I know not, what is happening,
As my emotions, are a torrent
Of feelings, masked, or otherwise,
Covered with thoughts, well hidden
And kept, from those thoughts forbidden.
What's that mean? I have no clue.
All I know, I must keep you,
Now, for as long as God will allow.
Of that, I know for certain and do avow.