There Isn't a Queue
• 03/18/24 at 03:23PM •There isn't a queue,
for a broken heart,
except to realize,
I've done my part.
There isn't a queue,
for a broken heart,
except to realize,
I've done my part.
All the love, I see,
in your eyes,
tells me, I need,
your sweet sighs
by my side and
my heart sings,
with all the warmth,
a love brings.
What chance is
there to be,
when it's your love,
I hope I see.
Hello my darling,
Happy Birthday to you.
I'm trying to not be lonely,
It's what I am trying to do.
What can I do,
I am searching for thee,
but in the darkness,
I can no longer find me.
Into our lives,
comes many a friend.
Sometimes forever,
when a friendship never ends.
There's a pain,
deep, in my chest.
I cannot sleep or,
get any rest.
A love for another,
deep within me,
I won't share, a name,
for all to see.
A one sided love,
you cannot pretend,
for it must be noted,
there's no happy end.
My beloved,
now in my past,
is having a
birthday, March 15th
I never thought,
I'd spend this time,
on her birthday,
after she's gone away.
I miss you my love,
after these many years.
No special dinner,
just a menu of tears.
I loved you more,
than I had a right to do.
Understandable to me,
for I still love you.
Happy heavenly birthday, Mrs. Fischer
You were my light,
You were my dream.
You were everything,
Happiness became our scene.
I didn't ask you to love me.
I never asked you to stay.
My inconsiderate attitude,
is driving you away.
No illusions of grandeur,
thinking I could be with you,
for it wouldn't be fair, anytime,
if you chose old vs. new.
I enjoyed being near you,
as you made me feel good,
but it was as one sided,
as I thought it would.
I ruined a relationship,
in a most selfish way,
while the person I loved,
has left, gone away.
Latent dreams,
drifting past.
So many dreams,
will never last.
Dreams, stuck
in your head,
looking forward,
but dreams are dead.
When dreams,
shared by two,
now one is gone.
What must I do?
The dreams we had,
have mostly gone away.
Enjoy your life in the moment.
Stop! Make time for play.
My Soul, is shredded,
my heart took a break,
for all you have given me,
my heart is not awake.
My heart flutters,
when I hear my name,
your voice calling me,
yet here I remain.
Alone, in a crowd,
a new life to start,
as I try to find,
what's left in my heart.
A most difficult time,
in this old life of mine,
as I move forward,
encouraged by a glass of wine.
Recovery is slow,
as I have been told,
but emotions are there,
with memories of old.
Gazing out the window,
Looking out the door.
Waiting for you to appear,
you aren't here anymore.
What will my life be,
if I no longer, have you?
I'm lost at this moment,
what do I do?